New start!

Okay, so today I (finally) moved out. I now live in a little room, share a kitchen with a girl (I still haven't met...) and I have an own bathroom!
Tomorrow is also my last day off and I will spend it tidying my room and maybe going outside because I don't really know my surroundings.
And on Monday it is my first day of university. I'm really excited and also really scared at the same time. I'd really like to meet new people, but I don't know if they will accept me. I mean, I look like 12/13 and I'm trans* - and everybody will probably know that I'm biological a girl. Damn.
And I just hope I will "pull myself together" and introduce myself at least with "Jo". Also, if someone will ask me if I'm a boy or girl I want to say "both"!

I'm mostly scared because uni life is known as "party, party, party" and I am not at party person. Not at all. I hate them. Above all because of the shitty music there - only techno and DJ stuff or lame pop songs. That's definitely not my type of music. And also it's too loud.
And I hate dancing. And socialising in general. But I still want to meet new people and make friends. You see my problem? [Probably not - sorry.]
Whenever I'm at a party I always end up standing awkwardly somewhere in a corner and always answer with "fine" when someone asks if everything's alright.
But when I don't go to a party I wish I had gone even if I know I would've hated it.