Today I had the computer introductory course at university and I met two girls from my degree course and some from other courses.
And what did I do?
I just introduced myself with my birthname and acted totally girly.
I'm a fucking coward! And I really hate myself for that. I wanted a new start and now I just fucking butchered everything before it even started!
But I acted super openly today. That was very strange... Normally I try not to be too shy around new people (actually works...!) but today I almost couldn't get my mouth shut.
[And to the "acting girly": For me it was more like acting gay. :D]
Also, we had to show ID, and the guy looked at my ID, at me, at my ID, at me ... - and I was like "yeah, I know, it's a bit old".
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