LIFE UPDATE! Feb '15

I thought it would be time for another life update!
(Also because I should study right now - #danhowelllevelofprocrastination)

Trans*:
In January I was in Hamburg at a (trans*) self-help group and it was great. I met so many nice guys and a nice girl (who laughed more about women-jokes than her boyfriend :D).
I got some tips for expert witnesses because I need two for changing my name.
And that's my next topic: I finished my claim for changement of personal status and name. And sent it away last Monday! (: (I hope it wont take forever to be accepted...)
Also I got an appointement with a trans* therapist next Thursday. She is trans* herself! I will definitely report about that!

Mental health in general:
I don't know what is or was up, but I feel and felt like shit. I don't think it's because of the exams - I'm not stressed or anything. I just don't feel fine. And I keep getting mini panic attacks and anxiety attacks which isn't fun - especially when you try to sleep.
Sometimes my thoughts won't stop at night so even when I don't have anxiety I can't sleep that good.
Still I wouldn't say that I have a sleeping problem, because I always fall asleep eventually and I sleep well.
I guess it's because of the fucking dysphoria.
(This morning I felt incredible dysphoric - so I bought the Stomachaches Vinyl LPand a frnkiero andthe cellabration tee)

Life in general:
Today was my last "lecture day" of this semester and on Monday I'll have my first exam. Thank god (I'm not religious) they only last 90 min! And the first one is also the easiest one: Linear algebra and discrete structures [LADS]. The week after I'll have analysis and pathology/anatomy and the week after that physics and that was it!
(I wish it was three weeks later right now...)
And then I have holidays until april. Yeah! Well, if I don't fail any exams.
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Ohh... And my blood isn't fine right now as well ... :D
(Okay, that's actually not funny, because I want to play soccer... :()