2014 review: Life / trans*

Okay, I will try to do this by month but I'm pretty sure I don't remember that much anymore (I guess that's good actually...):

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JANUARY

• I started into the ney year with my best friend and her family which was great.
• I wrote my last Vorabi-exam (in maths).

FEBRUARY

• Uhmm... I wtote my last "normal" exams

MARCH

• I can't remember what happened there actually, sorry

APRIL

• anxiety
• studying (attempts)
• anxiety
• anti-depressants
• studying
• first Abitur-exam (physics)
• [also in this time it first occured to me that I might be transgender]

MAY

• Abitur-exams (englisch, maths, chemistry)
• Real Friends concert

JUNE

• oral exam (politics) + first breakdown since on anti-depressants (whoops)
• HURRICANE
• applying for a room in HL

JULY

• results + graduation
• applying for uni
• I got sick (I have a blood disease) so we couldn't go on our holiday trip :(
• tears
• more anti-depressants

AUGUST

• The Discovery: I am trans*gender. First I thought I was bi-gender, then genderfluid and then I finally realised I am more male (:
• my birthday
• I started my CO's: first my therapist, then my best friend, then my mum

SEPTEMBER

• LAZINESS (I had nothing to do)

OCTOBER

• moving out
• starting uni
• new friends
• and: my first Youth Group!!!

NOVEMBER

• students' union executive comittee + trip to Denmark
• Qwir every week
• CO to my father, friends, ...
• Twin Atlantic (!!!)

DECEMBER

• One Ok Rock + Mallory Knox + Blitz Kids
• CO to my aunt
• Christmas

[I can't decide if 2014 was more shitty or more great, I really can't...]